The first week in Thailand,
everything went well and everything was under control.
I thought every single thing about myself,
sometimes confused, sometimes lost, sometimes happy, sometimes clear.
I always wonder what kind of person I am,
but i never figure out till the time i left.
I heard lots of stories,
the Hawaii man and Hawaii woman, the popular model,
those are stories of happiness.
asked,
“even I know pain is temporary, but I still feel pain, how can I kill it?”
Answered:
“Don’t kill pain, you have to accept it, and strong yourself and against it.”
Why?
With all my questions, I met some girls in the next week.
and the journey started out of control.
CA-RAZY~~~~
PS:
[Chanting Memo]
Truth of suffer
what is suffering?(point)
cause of suffering?(greed,anger, delusion)
solution to suffering?(no root,no seed, tree will die.)
[knowledge and wisdom]
When I talked to the monks,
I wonder would they still choose to be a monk
if the situation that time was not that bad?
Are they really happy?
My heaven in the 1st week.

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